It has been one heck of a week out here in St. George. I can't believe I'm back. It scares me. Haha. I'm enjoying myself though. Its nice to be out of the city and in a place that is actually quiet. I've been working out a lot, helping Jeanette out, hanging out with old friends, and playing video games :) I love the N64 Zelda. So much fun! Basically my life is pretty simple and plain again. Ahhhh so sad!
Well I guess next week I turn 20 or something. Kinda crazy when I think about it. 20 is kinda a dumb number in the world. It doesn't really get you anywhere except closer to 21 (368 days and counting...) I guess it means I'm leaving my teenage years behind me in favor of a more adult like life. HA. How weird. I haven't really been so scared about turning 20. I know for a lot of my friends they've been all depressed about leaving their teenaged-life behind, but honestly I don't see the point. Its a bigger number and I like that. I am not however looking forward to the actually day... It just won't be the same with out my parents here! I don't want another repeat of Christmas. Not that anything was wrong with Christmas... it was just different and disappointing. It didn't feel right. I guess this is how the rest of my life is going to be now. It makes me sad that they aren't going to be here to celebrate it with me. It just won't be the same... :(
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