20 is the loneliest number...

It has been one heck of a week out here in St. George. I can't believe I'm back. It scares me. Haha. I'm enjoying myself though. Its nice to be out of the city and in a place that is actually quiet. I've been working out a lot, helping Jeanette out, hanging out with old friends, and playing video games :) I love the N64 Zelda. So much fun! Basically my life is pretty simple and plain again. Ahhhh so sad!
Well I guess next week I turn 20 or something. Kinda crazy when I think about it. 20 is kinda a dumb number in the world. It doesn't really get you anywhere except closer to 21 (368 days and counting...) I guess it means I'm leaving my teenage years behind me in favor of a more adult like life. HA. How weird. I haven't really been so scared about turning 20. I know for a lot of my friends they've been all depressed about leaving their teenaged-life behind, but honestly I don't see the point. Its a bigger number and I like that. I am not however looking forward to the actually day... It just won't be the same with out my parents here! I don't want another repeat of Christmas. Not that anything was wrong with Christmas... it was just different and disappointing. It didn't feel right. I guess this is how the rest of my life is going to be now. It makes me sad that they aren't going to be here to celebrate it with me. It just won't be the same... :(

Uhaul Adventure

Man these past few weeks have been so stressful. I hate moving. I hate being homeless. I don't want to leave. BLAH. One positive thing that has come of this would be renting the uhaul. I have to say, that is probably the most fun thing I have ever driven. I almost want to buy one when I have loads of money to blow. I had my good friend Sylvia accompany me on the ride to chino and the things we did... oh man. We had a little too much fun. It was such a fun experience driving that thing. I felt like a bad ass. I'm not going to lie I almost want to be a truck driver now. Almost. Here is just a little sneak peak of the fun we had.

Yup. We really did that. You should check out my channel as well. I'm probably going to be putting some more stuff from our adventure up there and hell who knows what else! Oh yeah I did get my nose pierced. I like it. I think it looks good on me and suits me very well. I'm heading back to Utah on Saturday. While I'm excited to see family, I'm not excited to spend extended amounts of time there. LA is my home now. It probably always will be. However I'm excited to spend the summer in Ohio with Denise. It should be a lot of fun spending some time with her, and discovering a new place. BUT I will be coming back to LA this fall. Mark my words. No matter what.